Days turn into night, And yet you remain.
Your love turned into life, and I stayed the same.
You longed for my love, while I just sat there and stood by.
Time steadily creeped away, and then came the secrets and lies.
Being the man I should of been, I was the man you hated to see.
The myths that were told, the lust that overtook me.
Relinquished by the thought that you wouldn’t care.
Now my inhibitions have frozen my sight into a blank stare.
Looking past the walls that enclose the bed we sleep in,
Staring straight into this soulless human that now knows the end.
The ignorance to who I truly am, has kept you from being who you are.
Time will always tell, and my watch is showing that i have gone to far.
I am not the man who I should of been, and for that I am remorseful.
But now I see the growth in you, and I’ll leave you feeling hopeful.
Negativity has surrounded you long enough, and that negativity was me.
I remove myself from my own ignorance, and plead for you to be free.
You deserve a better love, a love never to be doubted.
Reassure the next man in your life will never need to question where you are grounded.
For your roots run deep, and I was the corruption that stopped you from growing.
Ill leave you to a better life, for my own good, your true love, never knowing.
I am officially one of those college grads with “no real job”…ie- “no real life” with a student loan to pay back and no income.
Who decided that life was supposed to start at (almost) 22?
I’ve come to the conclusion that I am just going to make my tumblr about music and what really drives ones mental state of mind to a state of euphoria when they hear that favorite jam for the first time. Just feel like it is something I should do for something I love dearly.